Monday morning blues

Monday morning. Not just any old Monday, but the 1st of the month as well. Blank page.

Targets to die for, well to kill me. There was a time when this was the most exciting day, the possibilities, the challenge. The arce with the other guys to be the best this month. But I'm older now and frankly, I don't mind if they win. I want to do well enough...well enough to get paid, to keep my job, to keep the boss off my back.. But winning? I don't care.

Someone said to me this morning that you reach a point when the lifestyle choices you make overtake the business/career choices. I've passed that point now.

The odd flicker of the old competitve me surfaces from time to time, but now I'm genuinely happy for the rest to do well and for me to finish comfortably mid-table.

Must be in the wrong business, but the days of dreaming of a radical change of career went with the last house move and the latest mortgage.

Still could be worse, I'm warm, well-fed and don't live in Burma!

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